I watch a lot of movies saying that there is nothing easy in adult life. It really scares me, because I am turning 25 this year. ...
Up until now, I felt like my life was so easy. I was studying and everything I strived for worked out. It was always clear what I had to do next. But now I have to decide what I want to do for a living. I realize that besides studying, I’m not good at anything in particular. Of course I can do some things. I have done a few internships, but they don’t really count.
I feel now that life is going to be different. After university, it’s not possible anymore to have a two-month break after your exams. If you work, you can give yourself a vacation but life is not going to give you a vacation. It will just go on. My life will hold many challenges that don’t have a deadline anymore, and they will come suddenly. I will have to make many decisions and plan everything for myself. I watch a lot of movies saying that there is nothing easy in adult life. It really scares me.
There is something more that worries me: If I will be able to find a job I really want, I might work hard and suffer for it. The problem is, that I don’t know what I want to do after university. I don’t have anything in mind. I can only hope that I will find something I’m passionate about.